Just Well, No.

Hi my people. Yep, I’m missing you too. But, I am struggling with inspiration and with life in general at this point it seems. These past few months have been tough. I know I am being vague in a way, and I am so not trying to be evasive. Overall, it’s been a challenge to keep working. A real challenge. Don’t get me wrong. I love my job. But overall, it has just been a struggle to keep it up while dealing with the chronic fatigue and a myriad of illnesses I contract due to my sucky immune system.

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So, yeah, both the emotional and the physical challenges of working a full-time job have pretty much consumed all of my time in recent months. Unfortunately, I am also trying to dig deep to find joy. Even in the little things. I don’t know if it is the time of year or the incessant constant day to day barrage of symptoms, or the trying to escape some of the chronic symptoms that seems to have made me shut-down a little on the inside. I’m trying to figure it out but honestly, I have found even that kind of thinking and reflection just exhausting. IDK.

I just wanted to check in becasue, well, I miss the blogging world and my blogging people. I promise that I am making a concerted effort to get myself back on track and back in the Game so to speak.

I hope this finds you well and full of JOY. Peace. -b

14 thoughts on “Just Well, No.

  1. Robert Matthew Goldstein December 6, 2016 / 4:42 am

    I was just saying to a friend that I see no real difference between physical and emotional illness. While the symptoms and challenges are different, we all struggle with different degrees of debilitation, problems with self esteem and days when it just sucks to be sick.

    Thank you for this post.

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  2. oldpoet56 December 22, 2016 / 9:02 pm

    I wish you well, during the Holiday season it is easy to get depressed when you just don’t feel well. Living with chronic pain does really drag one down, it is sometimes difficult to make yourself stay up or even get up yet there is joy to be found in each day if we can keep an open mind to it. I will keep you in my prayers.

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  3. randyjw December 27, 2016 / 9:25 pm

    Hi! Nice to be reading your posts. It’s good to be on the internet; maybe you’ll find somebody or some work that inspires you and lifts you up.

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