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Hi, my people! Well, here we are, post-election in the states and moving quickly towards the holidays.
When I was first diagnosed with Chronic Lyme disease, now almost 4 years ago, I thought I knew what it was all about. You get bit by a tick, you might get sick, and then you are treated and cured quickly. HAHAHA! Little did I know! So once I began researching this crazy and unpredictable disease, I began realizing that there is no CURE. That in many cases, including mine, Lyme cannot be merely treated with 14-28 days of oral antibiotics. Not even. And I began to understand, especially after being sick 6 – 12 months, that I was going to have to try out some unconventional, non-Western medicine options, to treat this bacterial infection.
I had been hearing and reading about CBD oil long before I decided to try it out. Information was mixed but the one common denominator seemed to be QUALITY of the product. Yet, I had no idea where to even begin. My first foray into the CBD sphere was, and now regrettably, a product I found and purchased from a seller on Craigslist. I know, I know. Believe me, I really was clueless, and in my Lyme social circle, no one had a recommendation for me. But I knew that I wanted to try this option. No Bueno. Honestly, I think there was turpentine in it. I tried to take it a few times, but the taste was just so disgusting, I could barely gag it down.
From that point on, I realized, and the hard way, that I needed to invest in QUALITY. I continued my research and then recently, I was offered an opportunity to try out HoneyColony’s CBD Oil. I have tried this company’s products in the past, and I have not been disappointed. I jumped at the chance to try out their CBD Oil.
HoneyColony’s CBD Hemp Oil is a blend of several ingredients, including Teasel root as well Astragalus Root. You can visit this page for a much more detailed list and explanation. I have tried both of these roots before in the past with some positive effects, but not at the same time and not as a part of a CBD Oil mix. When my product arrived, I was really excited to give it a shot!
I know some people may be hesitant to try CBD Oil as there is a lot of misinformation out there, including that it makes you “high.” However, according to HoneyColony, “Cannabidiol (CBD) is extracted from the Cannabis plant and has no euphoric properties whatsoever. This formulation offers all the health benefits of CBD without the feeling of being high.” At no point of my using this product have I ever had a euphoric feeling or a feeling of being “high.”
The first stop I made before adding this product to my daily routine was at HoneyColony’s 13 Commonly Asked Questions about their Superior CBD Oil product ranging from ingredients to usage. Since this quality CBD oil is mixed with coconut oil (no weird ingredients in this product!), this oil has a very smooth taste. There is no aftertaste nor did it bother my throat or stomach. It is silky sweet and easy to administer. I take just a drop in the morning and then one at night. While I haven’t necessarily seen a huge impact in the morning for myself (and mornings are so, so difficult for me), I have experienced an effect in the evening. While I struggle with getting up, the joint stiffness and fatigue, lately, I have really been having sleep issues. I can go to sleep, but then I tend to wake up 3-6 times a night. It’s been a serious hindrance in the past few months.
So I started taking a drop of oil about an hour before bedtime as suggested on the 13 Commonly Asked Questions page. This seems to help me relax enough to get to sleep. Recently, I have also started taking a drop when I wake up during the night. Doing this has been beneficial in helping me get back to sleep and to stay asleep throughout the night!
Look, HoneyColony products are top-quality products! Yes, the price is higher, but again, the QUALITY is worth every penny. I’ve tried enough other inferior CBD oil options to pay twice over what the cost of one of HoneyColony’s CDB bottles cost. I’ve thrown away more that I care to share. And this bottle that I received about a month ago is still more than half full. I won’t go anywhere else in the future to purchase CBD Oil other than HoneyColony!
Happy Sunday, my friends. Take care – B
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I’m struggling. I’ve been fighting the fatigue for awhile, but for sure it’s reared its ugly head more and more since Thanksgiving.
My out of town doc put me on a very low dose of oral hydrocortisone that I started about Nov 30th and that helped for a bit. Since I’ve never tried this in the almost 9 years of this illness journey, she wanted me to try it out. I’m usually open to trying new things that are doable with our budget.
Boy-oh! I’m not going to lie. Within a few days of starting this med, I really started feeling better. I couldn’t believe it! I had more energy throughout the day than I’ve had this past year. And all at a very stressful time of the semester! My brain felt like a light had turned on. I could think more clearly and stay focused. While this time between Thanksgiving and Winter break is usually a very difficult time for me – grading, finishing high school and college finals and semester grades, etc.- I was able to take it in stride.
At the start of winter break, I was hopeful and looking forward to the holidays. And then. I’m not sure what happened. I did get the covid booster on December 21st. This time was Pfizer whereas my original vaccine was J &J in March. I had no issues in March so I figured no big deal, right? Not so much. I received the shot about 2 p.m. and by 9 p.m., I had a terrible headache and nausea. By early the next morning, I was running a 101 fever with a horrible headache, joint pain, and nausea. I stayed in bed most of that day. By Thursday, I was up, but not feeling great. I have no idea if the booster pushed me over the edge of course, but my H- town doc, when I saw her the 27th, said sometimes, vaccines can cause inflammatory responses. But even then when I saw her, I was feeling better and thought all was good.
But that’s how it goes some or most of the time with chronic illness. It’s a management issue day to day, hour by hour. By December 30th, I was really struggling. I couldn’t get up in the morning. Awaking, I would have a headache and nausea or stomach cramping. I would drink alkaselzer and head back to bed, mostly to sleep. Until 9:30….10:30….11:30…I would then get up, do a few small things, eat some oatmeal, and back to bed. This continued through the weekend. And Monday. We started back to school January 4th but there was no way I was making it.
The rest of this week has been much of the same as last. Mornings are the worst. I’m trying to rest when my body tells me and that’s most of the time. The past few days I’ve been able to stay upright for a few more hours each afternoon; I’ll take the little wins. On Monday, I’m heading back to my H-town doctor, and we’ll see what she thinks. I did blood work for her on the 27th, but I guess with the holidays, COVID, etc., my results are still not back.
I’m trying to stay positive and not beat myself up about not being at work for my students and for my colleagues. When my brain can semi concentrate, which right now it’s mostly brain fog, short term memory issues, and lack of recall, I’m trying to do some work from home.
I’m grateful that I had winter break. And that I still have a few paid sick days left. And that I have colleagues who are very understanding and supportive. That I haven’t been out of work this much for a few years. That my husband and my mom get it.
But it’s still scary. Right now, I’m trying to just take it day by day and not worry too much-yet-about what things will look like moving forward. That’s all too much for my mushy, foggy brain to deal with right now. Maybe tomorrow.
BTW, the handsome boy featured is Newton, one of our smart and clever young sirs. I think he is the most clever! 🙂 Wishing you all joy in this new year. Take care – belle
I hope this finds you all well. I’ve been reading all of your blogs this fall. Please know that I sincerely am grateful for your posts! When I need to get through the day, I know I can come here and find words and or beautiful photos that speak to me.
I’m hoping to write a proper post tomorrow or Monday. Brain fog is something that’s been a real challenge most of this fall semester. I keep thinking about how to describe it, but nothing comes to mind right now. Life has been a bit hazy to say the least.
But, again, thank you all. I read posts in the deep dark mornings before I try to get ready for work. Or, I read right before I head to sleep. Your words comfort and motivate me to hang in there. I appreciate it more than you know. Happy 2022 to all and best wishes. -b
I am ANGRY about my illness!Don’t Read This if You Are Grateful for Your Illness
Here’s one from the archives. As of today, it’s been 8 years and about 7 months since I officially started this chronic illness journey. I still feel what I felt this older post. Plus, I haven’t been able to get to my blog to write a new post because of both fatigue and brain processing issues.
Everything I can manage right now gets used up for work. Anyway, I hope this finds you all in a loving and peaceful place right now. Take care, my friends! -Belle 🎃♥️
Why is it still hitting 97 degrees as the high every dang day (heat index like 107) with no end in sight? Oh, right. Texas in September. That is all.
More to come about chronic illness and work, but I just can’t mentally be coherent right now. It really feels like Hell outside. I hope you all are in cooler climes. Take care friends. TTYL 💕
I always have these big plans for summer…many I don’t accomplish. This summer, I didn’t make any lists for myself. I had such a tough time with my health and work this past spring semester, I just couldn’t muster even excitement about summer.
However, luckily, my health has improved some with the time off. I’m sleeping way better and I’ve had some energy return to me. We made a driving trip to Colorado to visit my in-laws. I honestly wasn’t sure if I could do the trip. Although, I had a few days with fatigue, it was a great trip and a much needed mental reset for me. I hated to say goodbye to them because it will most likely be next summer before I can manage another trip up there.
My husband can travel and play during our shorter breaks, but I mostly use those to try to recover some if possible and forge ahead once we’re back for more.
We (mostly J) got so many things done here at home this summer. I did help as an assistant as much as possible. We excavated the little pond we have. I’ll post pics once it starts looking a little better (not much grass around the pond growing back yet).
There were doctor appointments, vet appointments, lunches with a pal. I am very grateful for summer break because it allows me time to do those things that many times while working I just can’t because of the severe fatigue.
We start back this Monday. Two weeks of PD (ugh). And then students are back August 23. So far, no actual safety protocols are being implemented. Our governor says no one can require a mask mandate. The state education agency says no more contact tracing, no need to tell parents a student in class has COVID. Things may change some in the next few weeks, but we’re in Texas, and it’s not good y’all. Houston area hospitals are full with patients and many people have not been vaccinated. And the governor and his stupid pack are making things worse.
I’m trying not to think of all that and in the meantime, I’ve done absolutely nothing yet to prepare for the start of the year. I can’t seem to get motivated at all. I need to have my fall syllabus ready to turn in for review like the 19th I think? Wish me luck!
I hope everyone is having a decent summer. Stay safe and take care, friends!
Morning! And summer break has officially started as of yesterday! I’m so very grateful that I’m a teacher. At least for for right now, I think it makes having a chronic illness and working just a little bit easier at least for now.
While I have a list of things I want to do around the house this summer, ie clean paddle fans, reorganize cabinets, and clean our storage room, I’m also trying NOT to feel guilty if I don’t get to those things. But, during the school year, it’s just too hard for me to do those little things and work.
It sounds crazy, right? But with the chronic fatigue, I just never know. And the flare I’ve had this spring has been really bad and long. Even the thought of trying to make a grocery list seems so daunting. Physically, I’m just exhausted (not sleepy, necessarily). Mentally, I’m have trouble processing anything, remembering anything, like you know, words! I’d love to read; I have several books picked out for summer reading, but my brain just isn’t working enough to do it.
During this break, I have a lot of hope that I can gain some or more like a lot healthwise. I want to try to get my sleep patterns better and without medication, if possible. I’d like to add 20-30 minutes on the elliptical a few days a week, if possible. I’d like to get my brain actually functioning normally, if possible. Yet, I’m also trying not to pressure myself on these things because that for sure doesn’t help!
Many of the symptoms I’m dealing with right now really remind me of what I was dealing with when I first and finally (4 years undiagnosed) was diagnosed with Lyme disease. I’m not sure it means anything, but there’s no test to make sure Lyme is gone from the body….and while Lyme can be treated effectively if caught early (like within a couple of months), mine raged on for several years, unknown. So, it’s definitely what the CDC calls Post Lyme Treatment Syndrome or it may well be chronic Lyme disease. Again, no way to check if the bacteria is completely cleared from the system. None.
Alright, so I’m going to try to be productive some before I need to lay down and rest. I’m hoping I’ll get to see my step-daughter today for lunch. I’ll have to play it by ear and see how I’m feeling, but I’m hoping I get to hang out with her today!
I hope all of you have a great Tuesday! Take care, friends! – b
So, much of May has been overcast or rainy, which is definitely not the norm here in Southeast Texas. The 10 days in a row! of rain we just had finished on Tuesday.
Now, add sun. And we’re now living in a greenhouse. Heck, it’s always humid here, but it’s extra right now. Temps for today read 88 but with humidity, 96. And I think we’re in for a lot more of where that’s coming from, unfortunately.
I hate to be cliche, but the mosquitoes are now really bad, and they are Texas size, y’all. No lie. I’m just hoping the ground will be dry enough to mow this weekend because in some places, the grass is over a foot high. Our poor Chihuahuas are having a tough time out in the yard!
School ends in a week. It’s surreal. Trying to describe the strangeness, the disconnectedness, the COVIDness of it all is almost impossible. When students started last September, we were teaching remote and F2F and that hasn’t changed all year. To say I’m glad this school year is over soon is an understatement. I’ve had great young people to hang out with, but it’s honestly been my hardest year of teaching in the 20 years I’ve had this gig.
I’m still pretty much just working, coming home and feeding the crew, and then laying down. Mostly, I’m just trying to roll with this right now because it obviously doesn’t help to try to fight it or “push through.” Doing that only makes the chronic fatigue worse. No bueno.
Alright, well, time to lay down, my friends! Hope everyone has a good evening. Take care- belle
I had decent sleep last night. The first time in 2 weeks or longer. Who knows anymore? But, I’m grateful.
I get up and start thinking about when I can lay back down. Fer reals. We do most of the cleaning on the weekend, Saturday mornings. All the wash is completed, I think? LOL We just have to tackle the floors.
It’s been raining off and on all week with more expected today. And with 6 dogs and a dog door, no lie, it’s a lot of semi muddy and wet traffic. But we’ll do the best we can. I used to be a perfectionist when it came to cleaning (and more) but now, with chronic illness, I’m ok (sometimes) with just good enough. I just can’t do it all anymore.
J wants to take me to this great Greek restaurant we love downtown this afternoon. But it’s a bit of a drive and well, how I’m feeling can change hour by hour, so we’ll see. Maybe if we don’t make it today, we can go tomorrow afternoon.
I guess one good thing about the rain is that I don’t have to mow like the acre we live on with my mom. J can’t mow right now because his allergies are crazy! He gets way too miserable.
Well, I better get busy before this coffee wears off. Happy Saturday, all! Take care. – belle
I haven’t done an update because not much has changed. Since about the middle of January, I have been having serious issues with not sleeping. It’s continued since then. I’ve missed days at work. And everything else, other symptoms, etc. have become exaggerated. At this point, I guess I can call it a serious flare.
Mid April, I finally (after 4 different doctor’s visits), was given something to take that at least knocks me out for about 5 hours. I’d like to say this is awesome, but it isn’t. It makes me loopy and tired during the day. But without it, I just can’t even function. In hindsight, I should have taken a medical leave from work because I’m in pretty bad shape right now.
This is the worst the chronic fatigue has been for me in 4 years. I’ve missed some days at work, but luckily, they’ve been really supportive in allowing me to leave work earlier as needed since I don’t teach the last period of the day. My days consist of getting up, feeling exhausted, working, heading home and to bed. I try and do a few chores every day, but that has become less and less this past month. Weekends are spent mostly in bed, too. School is out in a few weeks, and I am really hoping I can get myself back together this summer. I’m hoping.
One exciting thing is that we bought a used truck. But a regular sized truck which we’ve been wanting for awhile. Our saving and saving has paid off. My husband really needs one. He’s been using mini trucks, but the little 1991 Toyota he’d had the past five years just finally died. After replacing the engine once already and he was just ready to move on. It was purchased at auction and it had been wrecked, but between him and his buddies they are making serious progress and we should be able to get it on the road in a month. Awesome!
I hope you and yours are doing well. Take care! – Belle
Today, I’m headed to my local doctor to talk with her about the sleep issues I’ve been having. We’re heading back to school Monday for 10 more weeks of this semester, and I just can’t keep on like I have been these past 3 months.
It’s taking a toll on everything, and I’ve tried so many things to try to get it back on track. I’m honestly hoping she gives me medication to knock me out. I know there are repercussions on the other side, but I need help until the beginning of June.
I was lucky to get in today; I just called yesterday for a last minute appointment. But I’m glad I won’t have to take a day off to do this. I already have taken a few days off just because of exhaustion and fatigue, and I have to take off for my every 3 months appointment, so this is lucky!
Today, we were originally going to head to the San Marcos river overnight. We haven’t been in about 9 months. But we had to change the reservation at the last minute (LM had to have a root canal-ugh!) and then hotel called and said they overbooked so we got cut. It was disappointing, but it’s going to be way too crazy busy in the city and at the river because of spring break so it’s a blessing in disguise. We love to go when it’s not overrun with people. Another time, hopefully.
Well, I guess I need to get busy sweeping and some laundry before I head out for downtown. I hope everyone has a good Friday! Peace- B